Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Saviour more than life to me

Saviour more than life to me, you are the joy and air I breathe...
THink back over your life, what have you done. DO you feel like you have accomplished and been what he has purposed for you? I heard recently about a friend that passed a few days ago, I always wonder: was he able to make the most of his life. My biggest fear is failure, I want to be the best that Ican be and to inspire someone to be the best that they can be. It's hard to keep moving, so many things goin on around us that makes it even harder to live the straight and narrow but I keep moving. I keep asking Him to make me more like Him and to show me the path that he has for me. Maybe if I stop asking he will show me, because He knows the path that he has for me already. I speak life and change over my days and nights and look forward to moving on. Today is the day that I pledge to be morethan I was yesterday!

Monday, March 2, 2009

I needed this...

I have not forgot about you guys, just had some things to do today first. I do have a job you know... Installment 3 There's a praise on the inside, that I can't keep to myself...You know what I shouldn't have to either. This is the day that the Lord has made and I will rejoice and be glad in it!!! I hope this finds you all in the best of spirits, cause I'm telling you MY GOD (yeah I'm being selfish) MY GOD is an awesome God. A good friend of mine sent me an email talking about a friend that owes her money (and we know what that means cause people like to act funny when they owe and even the best of friends will fall out about cheddar) but this friend is ignoring her and not responding to text messages, but I looked at another email and this is how it read: By T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. You see how he supplies your needs. In all that we do, we should give Him the Glory, because somebody sent me a message to deliver to another and did not even know that they were doing it. I claim today that I don't know everything but I know one thing, that I owe it all to Him because he has already done it in my life. Today you should move some people or things out of your life if they are not conducive to your growth. But I want you to look a little deeper into that statement: MOVE SOME PEOPLE OR SOME THINGS OUT OF YOUR LIFE...that thing might be the attitude that you have towards a boss or a co-worker, that grudge you are holding on to...for what. The energy that you are exerting trying to remember to be mad is not worth it, what I'm saying is you gotta look at you, you might need to let go of some stuff that you are doing that's not allowing you to move past the situation. Get over it, it's done, pray on it and let it happen. Remember it's already been done and if you sitting around worrying about the wrong thing, the right thing might pass you by. Think about the new beginning that could be on the other side, yeah I'm talking but I have to do the same thing. Today we need to think about the prayer of Jabez...Whoo I can't tell you where it came from but I gotta leave it there, somebody gotta fill in the blanks according to their own situation. Let the music free your soul!
My second installment. Tasha sent this song, the words say "There ain't nothin that he can't do" how much power is in that statement? He has already taken you to levels that you never knew you could get to, give yourself credit today for you have done the impossible...you have survived up to this point. I know right now it seems hard, trust me, I know (I am a testimony) but I claim victory...nothin but the righteous and you are the righteous. Press forward holding on to faith and wisdom and if your not sure ask someone wise, if you don't believe that you have already came through, then look at your past. Just know there ain't nothin that he can't handle...just take a minute and evaluate you...what's the problem, what's going on in your situation....now pray on it and I'm praying with you also, we can beat this we just have to hold on...

Installment 1

Greetings: I have never written a blog but I think that I may start. It might be a therapeutic way to vent and not go 'postal', tell me what you think as this may very well be my first entry... Someone almost stole my joy today. I did something that I never do, this morning I went for a jog, like at 5:30am I was in the cold running. So I started my day out right, and came to work with alot of energy. I guess my punishment for not making it to church on yesterday was the mental anguish that I had to go through this morning. Ok anguish might be a strong word to use, but I was a little frustrated to say the least. Things at work have not been the same for some time and that has been wearing on me, but once I was being attacked by what I call the devil, I had to ask a friend about contentment. We use that word when we have become complacent at work and want to punish ourselves for not pushing beyond our current situation. But she helped me to see it in a different light. Contentment in the Lord, wow looking at your situation and knowing ok my God is going to take care of this. Being content and leaving the pressures of the world exactly where they are and taking your burdens to him and laying them down. This is hard though, because as flesh we can't, I mean won't let go sometimes until its too late, but think about the good things that you do have...I have a job, when so many are looking and Governor's are wanting to deny stimulus money earmarked for unemployment benefits; I have GREAT friends/family and a support system that wants to see the best from me, I'm healthy, and I look good(ok so I threw that one in) but what I'm trying to say is that beyond what is directly in front of me, there is a Prince of Peace that has promised me happiness, but I have to seek him to enjoy. I claim contentment this day, not to let man nor his weapons to deter me from what is already in the works. I hope that this has given you what you have needed because it has proved...there is power in his word Love, peace and hairgrease...you know I love you!